| Location | Brownhills |
| Age | 39 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 30/01/1969 |
| Date of Death | 25/06/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,279 since 06/12/2009 |
| Creator |
chinky was a great character and a listenin to others problems and helped where possible. i miss him so much . we had lots of laughs together . still got ya teddy that we used to fight over lol u shouldnt av gone so soon . will always love u xxx
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Teardrops
Teardrops for your absence
Fill a pond with thoughts
Of love and peace and lily pads
For this is what you brought.
Like tiny frogs, one by one
Pangs of sadness jump away
Leaving only memories
To relive another day.
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*ღ* My Memories *ღ*
(Patience Strong)
On the road that all must tread
You have traveled on ahead
Out into the morning light
Out of reach and out of sight
But never far away
For every night and every day
On the wings of memory
Something brings you back to me
Some simple and familiar thing
That sets my heart remembering.
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*ღ* Memories *ღ*
(James Carter)
The memories we hold deep within our heart,
can bring us joy, or tear us apart.
They surface when we're lonely, they make us cry,
As we sort through painful memories, of days gone by.
They can cause such sadness and heartache too,
We even wonder at times if we'll make it through.
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The memories are our past, we never let them go,
They are also our future to help us grow.
Memories within the heart, always stay,
But given time, the pain, will go away.
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Give yourself the time, for when heartache is real
You need to grieve before wounds can heal.
Then you can look back, once in awhile,
And memories will be there to remember with a smile.
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They'll bring you comfort, there'll be no more pain,
And your heart will be free....to love again.
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I thought of you with love today but that is nothing new
I thought about you yesterday and days before that too,
I think of you in silence I often speak your name
All I have are memories and your picture in a frame
Your memory is my keepsake with which I’ll never part
God has you in His keeping I have you in my heart chris.
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I miss you as I awaken
To face each brand new day.
I miss you as the sun goes down
And quietly slips away.
And then as night-time falls,
My thoughts are all of you~
You are with me every moment
In everything I do.
The ache that's in my heart
Brings with it so much pain
And I know it will never go
Until you're in my arms again
My heart, I send to thee.
Wisps of color in the air;
Butterflies from me.
They travel on a gentle breeze
To wherever you may be
Painting hearts with kisses,
Just as those you've sent to me.
*ღ* Brenda Darlene Kijowski *ღ*
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*♥* Feelings Inspired by You *♥*
The beauty of a whale in the ocean
The crispness of the leaves in the fall
The natural peace of a drifting feather
The energy of a soaring bird
The softness of a lamb’s fur
The ease of an afternoon with you
What I wouldn’t do
To have it all back
To do it again
To have time stand still
If I could just have
One more moment with you
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ANOTHER YEAR ON ITS WAY.......
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ANOTHER YEAR IS ON ITS WAY
ANOTHER REMINDER OF YOU
OF HOW YOU LOVED NEW YEARS EVE
AND USED TO CELERBATE IT TOO
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I DO NOT KNOW HOW I AM GOING
TO COPE THIS YEAR
EVERYTHING JUST SEEMS TO REMIND ME
THAT YOUR NO LONGER HERE
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MY WORLD JUST SEEMS SO EMPTY
NOW THAT YOUR NOT AROUND
NO MUSIC BLASTING FROM YOUR STEREO
NO-ONE TO MAKE A SOUND
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SO IN SILENCE I SHALL REMEMBER
YOU THE WAY I ALWAYS DO
I SHALL LIGHT THE CHINISE LANTERN
AND SEND IT JUST FOR YOU
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I AM SO SORRY FOR THE TEARS
THAT I KNOW YOU SEE ME CRY
BUT ONE THING I CANNOT DO
IS EVERY SAY GOODBYE
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I STILL LOVE YOU
WITH MY ENTIRE HEART AND SOUL
WHEN WE MEET AGAIN I KNOW ONLY
THEN I WILL EVER BE WHOLE.........
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~♥ We'll Never Say Goodbye ♥~
I cannot see you with my eyes
Or hear you with my ears,
But thoughts of you are with me still
And often dry my tears.
You whistle in the rustling leaves,
That linger in the fall
And in the gentle evening breeze,
I'm sure I hear your call.
A part of you remains with me
That none can take away,
It gives me strength to carry on,
At dawning of new day.
I think of happy times we shared
And then I softly sigh
But then I know - we'll meet again
And never say goodbye.
I HAVE MY VERY OWN ANGEL.......✻
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I DO NOT NEED AN ANGEL FOR THE TOP OF OF THE CHRISTMAS TREE
BECAUSE I HAVE MY VERY OWN ANGEL THAT IS WATCHING OVER ME
MY ANGEL WILL SEND ME A GIFT FROM HEAVEN ABOVE
THAT GIFT WILL BE SENT DOWN FOR ME WITH LOVE
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IT MAYBE A FEATHER THAT IS WHITER THAN SNOW
OR IT COULD BE A SHOOTING STAR LETTING ME KNOW
THAT MY ANGEL IN HEAVEN WILL NEVER FORGET ABOUT ME
EVEN THOUGH THATS WHERE MY ANGEL IS FOR ALL OF ETERNITY
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ONE DAY MY ANGEL WILL WHISPER MY NAME
SO I KNOW WE SHALL BE TOGETHER ONCE AGAIN
SO I DO NOT NEED AN ANGEL TO SIT ON TOP OF THE CHRISTMAS TREE
WHEN I HAVE THE BEST ONE IN HEAVEN THAT IS ALWAYS WATCHING OVER ME.........✻
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||♥|| The Window of Heaven ||♥||
The window of Heaven is open,
The angels can fly to and fro,
And those that I love can all gather,
And look down at Christmas below.
For Christmas is special in Heaven,
The love is so easy to see,
And down from the window at Christmas,
God sends a present to me.
"I will forever be with you,
Your side, I shall always be near,
And though you may not always see me,
In your heart I will always be there.
I will warm up your soul during Christmas,
My love is a fire burning bright,
Then my blanket of love will surround you,
And keep you all through the night.
On the brink of your Christmas morning,
I'll be the star at the top of the tree,
Shining my light on your teardrops,
You'll see a reflection of me.
Then as the gifts are all opened,
With the children encircling the hearth,
Look deep in their little faces,
Their kisses will be from my heart.
For the window of Heaven is open,
My love can pour out so free,
And those that I love can all gather,
And look up to Heaven at me."
I cautiously watch the water as it moves along the shore
creeping closer to the sand around my feet.
Beyond the crashing waves, where the water is deepest green
the ocean mirrors the depths of my grief.
My grief is like the ocean, sorrow coming in like waves,
sometimes gentle like a ripple on the sea.
Other times it just engulfs me with crushing waves of sadness
and undertows of despair pull down on me.
Some days I wade out in it, splashing memories with my feet,
recalling days of sunshine on my face.
Stepping through the foamy edges never venturing out so far
that larger waves can threaten their embrace.
Then when I least expect it this freak of nature soaks me
in reality so painful that I fall.
The sorrow and the anger that I've fought with day to day
surge through me in a tidal free-for-all.
One day when I'm much stronger and my grief is not so new
I'll swim just like I used to do before.
I'll take pleasure in the memories,
and tread water in those places
that we can't share together anymore
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